Purpose of life

ji :

Few days ago i was thinking about the things are happening to me, the way I response to the events, situations, people, troubles and so on. I was terriefied to notice how different i am, as i wanted and i decided to be before.

Some time ago i decided not to be the same, i was sure about what i wanted in life, what was my purpose during this "earth life". But with the daily life - fast, busy, willing of success-... i just forgot about it. I started to establish new objectives, goals, some of them far or even oposite of the main one. My sight changed of direction, i mean i'm not looking anymore for the first purpose of my life.

I can see this because i don't see life as i used to. This might be the reflexion of one simple guy, one of the million citizens of the world, who see life's passing in front of him, showing the "splendorous", the magnificent things this world can offer: success, power, good-life, wealth. But this things are empty, at the end does not offer anything good to the man, but suffering...stress, waste of time, loneliness ...

I'm not saying people should have the attitude of a pey or lazy person towards life, but i try to explain the incongruity of my life: i'm totally sure about lasts statements, by experience i know what the world offers is just appariance, illussions which are merly thing built over nothing. Even though, i just let me conduce by the daily life, forgetting about the most important thing: my truly purpose of life.

My truly "Native country" is where i want to go. In order to get there i need to put my sight towards this, every single day, every single moment.

Do not forget for what have you were born Josue. To conquer the supreme good. the most precious of all.

Just try to do what you believe, what you want, what you are conviced of... and do it till the fulfillment of it. If is not possible, ask for help! but do not desperate, the recompense is bigger than the effort.