Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Reach freedom...

People through history have faced the problem of freedom in human nature, many thinkers or philosophers have tried to give a reason not to lose the faith in this life. Some others have done the opposite and have told this life is non sense. All is related with freedom and human existence because these factors affect how people confront the reality and live it.
I do not know how people can hold on their existence, sometimes it becomes very heavy to carry on with the same stuff, the same world, the same people, the same streets, the same problems, the same human condition, the same, the same… Some persons avoid this reality with work, with many occupations in life just trying to forget how terrible existence is. Being busy is the easiest way not to think further, not to worry what happens in the ordinary life. Being busy is the fastest way to liberate oneself of the problems… And when there is free time, there is nothing to do in order to avoid the reality and only then they can see how stupid and empty their life is; doing many things and doing nothing at the same time. There is no challenge at all that can conceal the reality.
Other people instead of being busy decide to have a good life or to have fun all the time, filling the gaps… But at the end all is the same, it is just a way out of real problems…
The existence becomes so heavy when we can see how worthless work in this life is, how worthless is trying to do something more… I can develope myself travelling all over the world, getting experience, knowing new people but at the end what is the result? Nothing, just the same bloody globe spinning in its orbit.
The worst thing of all, is the lack of freedom humans can have. Liberty was one of the most precious values in the main revolutions. It was because of the need to believe humans can reach it. Just another illusion. How on earth can we be free? If all the time I experience the slavery of my passions, of my reason, of my thoughts, of myself… So, where is freedom? In some idealize human thoughts?
Freedom and existence really bothers human condition, they make them tedious and heavy. I would like to know when all this will end. But I am afraid it has no end. Existence last forever, even after this life… I will carry with myself an eternity. Oh hell.